you move slow like daytime drama..

look who's updating!

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 02:52:50 GMT

Thomas Dopico was in town this weekend!
I missed that whore♥
so I hung out with him, Maria, Travis, and Joey yesterday.
neat.

p.s. I am having an affair with Jude Law.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 01:44:54 GMT

hi...

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 18:24:23 GMT

Dear Sarah,
I am going to miss you soo much. I wish I could have seen you last night =\
I love you lots and you better call me from GA hoe. <3

p.s.- I passed my permit test yesterday in driver's ed. yeah, a little late huh?

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 23:37:30 GMT

We had an assembly during 1st hour to hear speeches for student government.
Danielle's was absolutely amazing, everyone vote for her!
We got our catalog for our class rings & I am totally getting one.
Erin's been back since Monday and I still haven't talked to her.
..yeah.
Sarah's last night is Friday and I'm not even going to get to see her =\
I'm going to miss you so much girl, you know that. I love you.
hm, nothing else is new.
bye.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 17:25:45 GMT

This is my puppy Jax, making the ugliest face ever. I swear he's cute in person.

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 21:04:19 GMT

I hate West Boca High so much.
I miss Olympic..
anyway, tonight Sarah and I are seeing Without A Paddle :]
& Steph you better holla tonight
Saturday I'm getting my nails done then partying it up with Steph, Sarah, and my camera bitch Mandy ...can we say slumber party?
and since my camera works now it will be picture mania '04 HOLLA

just fill it out bitches.

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 19:07:27 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet ?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me, if anything?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your lj and see what I say about you?

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 05:33:32 GMT

well I fixed my computer .....sort of.
the other day Marissa bleeched my hair

My birthday is soon. July 31, don't forget. I'm going to warped as my present, who's going?
I don't know what else to say, leave me some lovin'.

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 04:36:25 GMT

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in
oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable. Moody and
easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and the
old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never
looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach
and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to
recover

What does your birth month say about you?
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Mon, 28 Jun 2004 22:16:54 GMT

hello everyone

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 20:19:47 GMT

I've been keeping myself busy, you know.
hanging out with Erin alot.
Mia too.
I've been getting sick alot, I hate it.
I miss some of my other friends, I wish I had my cell phone to call them.
Hopefully I'll get a new one soon.
I think I'm going to just stay home today, I've been out alot.
My computer has a virus, I broke my cell, I broke my digital camera, lets break something else tiffany.
I have black and blue's all over me from Derrick and Johnny.
And I just realized the 5 bruises on my thigh from him pinching me look like a smiley face haha.
byee.

P.S. I'm blonde again! woo! Maria's mom did my hair, I love it.

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 05:34:09 GMT

Yesterday Gabbi and I went to Johnny Nonni's and Aaron was there.
We met his mom, she's awesome.
We played with fuzzy handcuffs ;]
We left at like 11, went back to Gabbi's.
She fell aslep at 2 or so and I was wide awake and talked to Khalil on the phone for awhile then went to sleep at 3.
Woke up to Gabbi baking cookies haha
ate them, then sat around.
Went and hung out with Johnny and Aaron again.
then I came back home.
I talked to Erin on the phone for awhile
then my Mia called, we just got off the phone a little while ago.
We had some nice conversations, i missed her.
♥

I hate how I call my friends, and they are with Ryan.
or tell me about how they slept at his house or something.
because I never get to hang out with anyone anymore, because god forbid I get near Ryan.
I don't know, just me being jealous I guess. I just miss my friends.

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 12:29:15 GMT

I'M HOME!!
who wants to hang out?

&happy late birthday to Erin Helton, i love youu.
i had a nice trip, i decided i want to move to Venice Beach with all the crazy people.
i went to Hollywood and all that good stuff too.
Vegas was alright, sort of boring since i couldn't do anything.
first day in Vegas it was 103 degrees, second day was 107 i think, the third day was 111 motherfucking degrees!!!
i just had an all night flight, left at 10:30pm (1:30am our time) got here at 5 something our time.
i killed my phone, it's broken forever until i get a new one.
but i did get a interesting call from ryan a few days into my vacation
"i fucked krysta 3 times last night and i blame you, byeee" then he hung up.
oh? well thank you very much for that lovely piece of information ryan, oh and fuck you. & krysta too.
anyway, i miss maria and erin.
and i feel like swimming.
KBYE

look sarah i'm updatinggg OMGZ

Sat, 29 May 2004 02:58:27 GMT

well, last day of school. i am now a junior.
went to the pool with dirty, tyler, brian, sami, and eiton. much fun.
i look like a lobster.
went to sarah's and hung out with her and maria.
then maria w., erin, and krysta.
then eventually derek and johnny and all those people.
checked out the fiiine boy in the gym with maria and erin ;]
came home, put aloe alllll over me.
so now im sticky, red, and in pain.
what fun, no?
i have to wake up at 5am tomarrow, to go to the airport.
i'll be back in a week or so.
call me i'll have my cell<3
i have pictures from marissa's last week, but i'm too lazy.
okay i'm going to sleep, i love you.

Wed, 26 May 2004 23:31:37 GMT

hello lovers.
I just finished doing 92 fucking vocab words for biology.
I leave on Saturday to go to Vegas, L.A., San Diego, and a few other places.
I will be back in like 8 days or so.
Hmm, I think I should wash my hair tonight, it's pretty dirty.
I really have nothing to update about, just bored.
We took exams today, got out at 11:15. I got a C on my math exam =D
Dirty drove me home, that was nice of him.
Courtney came over, just hung around the house and ordered pizza.
My birthday is july31, the day of warped tour.
none of you will remember my birthday but that's okay.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to warped tour with Tyler.
Well, this is pointless.
& I'm sure no one even reads this anymore.
have a nice day.
♥

HACKED

Sat, 22 May 2004 14:51:48 GMT

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AND YOUR WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

<333333333333 sarah

Wed, 19 May 2004 22:46:36 GMT

i want to feel something
i want to be able to have a 'crush' one someone
i want to remember what its like to actually like someone
i want to feel love
and be loved
i want to have an absolute 'best friend'
i want to have a perfect body
i want to feel beautiful
i want someone to be here
i wish i wasnt such a jealous person
i wish i wasnt so mean
i wish i could just be happy for my friends instead of always being jealous of them
i want to have a boyfriend ....now.
i want, i want, i want, i want ...

Sun, 16 May 2004 14:47:12 GMT

this weekend was fucking insane.
i can't even remember it all.
but thanks to the people who made it awesome.
but now i feel like shit, so im going back to sleep.
edit:
my computer was fucked up so i couldn't get my pictures
but now it works, so here's some pictures from a week ago
& there's alot of them.

our butts

sarah took this.

what the hell?

oh look, it's me touching myself. i do this way too much.

oh.

proof that i do have a smile [even though its weird] and i can tan. sucka.

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:32:50 GMT

So Saturday was pretty fun.
Went to Rainberry pool around 11 and met up with Sarah, Vaz, and Krysta.
I got a tan!!
Then went to Wellington with them and Justin, Paige, and Jenna.
Came back, me and Justin hung out at his house for a little until Chris came. and Krysta.
Krysta left. Then Justin, Chris, Mia, and I went to Aaron's party thing.
Ryan's band was playing, and when I walked in he's like "hey look its my ex girlfriend!" in the mic. nice.
Me and Maria left after the band finished and chilled around Arbor Oaks talking all night.

Vaz, what a pimp.

"the face" hahaha <3

let's be gothic in hot topic, no?

gaint waffles in the middle of the mall?

Paige

Sarah taking pictures from Jenna's car while we were racing haha

my beautiful Mia <3

Sarah and I, ignore the fact that I look like I have down syndrome. thankyou.

Tue, 04 May 2004 20:41:53 GMT

It's been so long since I have had a "best friend."
Sometimes I forget what it's like to have someone who is always there for you
or someone who actually cares enough to be there
I forgot what it feels like to have a boyfriend
or even a crush..
It seems that there is no one left sometimes.

God, I cannot believe I am bitching in el jay.

Sun, 02 May 2004 20:37:44 GMT

I had a good weekend. Thanks to all the people I was with, love you.
Sleeping at Stephs was definitely alot of fun, and sneaking in the boys was too haha
Anyways, I was going threw this old photo album
& came across this photo of me
I swear I was on crack as a child

In photography Tyler and I modeled for this girls photos
& she gave me some of them

Sat, 01 May 2004 03:23:21 GMT

Had a girls night out with Begum and her friend Monica
Had alot of fun.
We dressed up and looked amazing haha
I don't think I have ever been hit on by three 21 year olds before, it was funny haha
And telling them my age was even funnier
considering they said they thought I was between 18 & 20, LMAO
So fun, so fun.
I love those girls <3

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 01:13:48 GMT

I miss Erin "el bano" Helton more then anyone right now. =\

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 22:41:36 GMT

Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want; you can even make it anonymous and have me guess who you are. Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you.

sarah taking pictures of me walking ?

sarah taking pictures again.

my artwork, dedicated to sarah <3

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 02:01:20 GMT

Begum and I went to the mall tonight.
& we went out to dinner at Friday's.
Cem was working too. Crazy boy.
We had so much fun.
What a lovely night with a lovely girl.

edit:
here's some pictures, just out of boredom.

oh, I dyed my hair darker, at least it isn't orange anymore.